The battle has begun..

According to my schedule, my battle has already started on the 11th of Oct 2007, 1028pm( Those who are close to me will know the significance of the day). This blog is long due and i was supposed to have started it on the midnight of 11th of Oct. Apologise to the many souls who thought this is going to be out on that night..well i have officially entered my FIRST post for my very own blog!!Its definitely going to be another challenging and tiring yet a memorable year where 15 other individuals are going to leave behind new memories in my life. Out of these 15, two of them whom im very lucky to have them beside me, with the rest of the comm have decided to be with me to,

Fight

Cry

Work

Study

Argue

Play bridge.

Slack at YIH.

Listen to me whine.

Stay over in sch for events.

Cherish the successes that is going to follow the comm.

and

not forgetting to allow me to be myself and accept me for who i am.

With the new responsibilities and roles that i have created for myself, i realized i have more things to do now. With my best friend's 21st birthday party coming along real sooon, the dreadful exams, my long awaited Langkawi trip, the short film competition that is still in its initial stages of planning and my job are enough to kill me and leave me entangled in my own world. So i need to constantly remind myself that I SHOULD NOT TAKE UP ANY ANY ANY MORE THINGS to do like joining Manish and

becoming a part of the Ayer Raja CC youth wing.

Sometimes i wonder...

Actually no..

Almost everytime i wonder..

Whether should i employ someone to SHOOT ME if i volunteer to do anything or take up any more responsibilities even after knowing that i am fully booked..

I wonder how wonderful can it get if we have a button attached to ourselves that will allow us to stop and start thinking whenever we want.

Sometimes i wonder why i think such things.

Now i am wondering whether i should really do something about me wondering about all this now...